In my room getting dressed... just thinking... and the idea of "rules" crossed my mind - and how my flesh really doesn’t want them. In the flesh, I want to be a big girl and be in charge of myself... Queen of my own Domain.
But I know on some level, I crave rules. I'm sure I don’t actually need someone else to make them for me. I'm sure I could do it myself. But it would probably be Easier .. and some of the rules might actual produce Change if someone else does them.
just passing idle thoughts
From there - I go to my computer to check on some things before I run out of the house... and I discover that my husband has sent me a "reading assignment".... http://bdsm-sexperts.blogspot.com/2011/06/how-to-start-your-own-sub-training.html ... to be exact.
I guess I'm gonna get some rules ...
4 comments:
My Dragon always seems to be one step ahead of me too. When I start thinking about taking that next step, I find out the has already taken it. He makes a decision, prepares me for the next step, then lets me think it was my idea. I’ll go to the link on my next break. That little dress is almost finished. It is so cute. I almost wish I had a baby to wear it. Almost….
I love "US" so much that I want more of that. I want to stop "wishing" for better and start working towards it. And I'm taking you along with me. :)
I'm strapped in and ready to go!
Rules...ugh! I have too many!
Post a Comment